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Sep. 29th, 2002 @ 06:04 pm HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME?
Okay people, here's the deal. I could go and add you all to my lij list, which I already started, then got tired of doing that, and wait like forever for you to add me to your list. Or you can make it really easy on me, this way I can see who gives a fuck and who doesnt. Get it? Now, thanx to the lovely fairydustfreak I just happen to get a new lj, churel. Now, just how spiffy is that?!? Go add me! Go add me now, if you really liked reading my journal. Im hoping that everyone on my list will go and add me. Its simple, you add me, and I add you right back. Go to the new lj and there are some nice pictures waiting for you to see. And if you add me tonight, you get to see pictures of me piercing my nose! WOOT WOOT! So get your ass to my new lj and add me. You got 3 weeks to add me, then Im permanently deleting this lj. And please people, dont make me hound your ass to add me to your friendslist. The new journal will also be registered users ONLY, so that means all you little people who have been reading my journal cant do it ANYMORE.
Love Always,
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Sep. 28th, 2002 @ 01:42 pm I miss my blonde hair
Current Mood: determineddetermined
Current Music: movie//mad max
I wanna be a bad ass.
I wanna ride a dirtbike.

No, no.
I wanna be a modfucker.
I wanna ride around on a moped.

I need to get a job.
SO much more you can do,
when you have a job.
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Sep. 27th, 2002 @ 04:25 pm Fuck School Spirit, Fuck school spirit in the ass
Current Mood: energeticenergetic
Current Music: tragedie ann-searching for flesh
Yeah, so today was "Spirit Day" at school. What a big effin joke. Shiloh school colors are: black, white, and silver. As you can tell from the picture, I was very controversial today. I love my anti school spirit self. Everyone was quite affended that I wore the colors of another school up here. They can kiss my ass. That skirt was 3 bucks and the shirt was 2. I'm listening to my FAVORITE BAND in the world right now. TRAGEDIE ANN. Everytime I listen to their MP3's I wanna run off and make my horror movie. It all started when I was listening to "Die to Burn", when I listened to that song late one night and I was thinking of stuff to put in my movie, and all I saw was a girl sitting in a bathtub, and someone throwing electrical charges in the water, torturing her. You should download that song. yes, download that song NOW. Take your ass to www.mp3.com/tragedieann and download that song, and many more. I hope they come out with some new stuff soon. I wish I had a Tragedie Ann CD. Ok, so listen up guys. Will someone be kind enough to find me a LJ code, so I can get a new LJ name?!? I would love you forever, and when I get my paid account, I would pay you back somehow" If you find me a code, e-mail it to me at soonwillfade@aol.com or IM me:soonwillfade

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Sep. 26th, 2002 @ 09:31 pm My Own Summer
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: deftones-mascara
I dont update in this thing very often anymore, cuz it just sucks to whine and whine all the time. But since Im back in school, and I hate this year even more than I hated last year, all I can do is freakin whine. Im actually going to be spending my weekend at home, and not at Denise's being eaten by a fucking dog. Gawd, I hate that dog. My friggin toe is still sore from when that bitch bit me! It better heal soon, or Im gunna go crazy. I know that text is hard to read on here, so Im sorry for that. Ive got like 10 pictures I need to upload and post on my livejournal, but fucking picturetrail wont let me. Im so glad tomorrow is Friday. Hopefully this weekend will be spent doing nice productive things, and staying up til 3 am to watch good indie films, like I should be doing on my "small vacation". A vacation is just what I need. I need to dip out of reality and just go away in my own small space, being in my own little world. They make school so un-bearable.
On a lighter note, I watched the movie Gummo. IT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!! Oh my geez, that movie was classic redneck indie. VERY entertaining, and they actually have that in Blockbuster, so go rent it if you've never seen it before.
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Sep. 24th, 2002 @ 11:55 pm OH MY FUCKING HOLY JEBUS FUCKING HELL!
Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
OH MY GOD! MY MOM JUST KILLED AND CAUGHT A FUCKING SCORPION in my house! It was crawling on the wall! OMG! OMG! Im freaking out right now man! And the stupid fucking internet isnt telling me whether this damn thins is posious or not!! The internet is shit! Its good for NOTHING!! Im so scared! Im freaking out. No way Im gunna be able to fall asleep. No way, no way. This is sooo CREEPY.
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Sep. 23rd, 2002 @ 09:05 pm Slept so long
Ive been gone for a couple days.
Just collecting myself,
trying to figure out just who the hell I am.
Trying to tell myself there is something better in the future for me.
New layout tomorrow.
Oh yah, I FINALLY got psp7 to work,
thank you DANIEL.
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Sep. 17th, 2002 @ 08:57 pm Tired of messing around with it
Current Mood: fucked
Current Music: Billy Idol-White Wedding
I took pictures, but I dont like them. Cam sucked tonight, or was it just me that sucked? Oh well, can you tell how much I miss psp6? I tried to install it again today, the crack even said the file was sucessfully pathced, yet I still get the "ORDER NOW OR QUIT" fucking dialog box. which sucks, considering I am a brush whore. Im dying without making graphics like almost everyday like I use to. I'm bored.
i would kill myselfCollapse )
join now:xthecolorofemox
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Sep. 17th, 2002 @ 03:37 pm Yes, Yes
Today, I shall be vain...
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Sep. 13th, 2002 @ 12:15 am Yes, yes! This be my favorite day yo!

Yes, yes. This day must be celebrated, Im so weird. I was gunna crul my hair but I way too tired and sick to do it. I should eat something, my tummy hurts from hunger. But its too late to eat something. I got a new icon.
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Sep. 11th, 2002 @ 03:52 pm I actually didnt want to update
Current Mood: cynicalcynical
Current Music: korn-hollow life
Number one, I dont really know what to say. Its not that I dont care, because I do. Its not that its not important to me, because I know just how important it is. I dont see 9/11 how everyone else sees it, I look at all the little things. Maybe Im a bitch for doing this, and I should be slapped. I'm just so sick of this "united" bullshit they are spatting at us, because United is the last thing on the list this country is. Now, dont get me wrong, people are, I guess you can say "closer" since the 9/11 attacks, but we are NOT united as a nation. There is a BIG difference between "AWARE" and "UNITED", and I dont think many people see or know the difference between that. I feel sorry for the lives lost, and the families who lost loved ones. Yes, I am sorry, but they are in a better place. But, what is this stuff about making it a national holiday? I mean, we have had MANY terrorists attacks, and non of them got all this...but then I guess it wasnt as big as 9/11, so I dont think I should have said that in general. Some of you might reply to this, and get pissed off at me, hell you might even take me off your friends list. But this is just bullshit:
"OMG, Im so scared, what if it happens again today?"
This is the most idiotic thing I heard all day while I was in school. Who would be that dumb to do that shit again? Whoever did the 9/11 attacks, has American Officials right where they want them. On alert. Yes, 9/11 will go down in history, and no one will forget, but one day, American Government is gunna let their guard down, and when they do, this shit might happen again. Hey, isnt this like the 2nd time USA has been attacked since a Bush was president... To anyone that was offended by this post, Im sorry, it was just how I felt about today. And its not like I was a total idiot about it. Did anyone know anyone who died in the towers?
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